These hours...

Trace the shape of my heart
Till it become more familiar to Your eyes
Take the place of my heart
Till i become a stranger to my life
I've been down without You
Wrong without Your love
It takes me days and nights to make me realize
In time will i be what You're thinking of?
Rescue me from hanging on this line
I won't give up on giving You the chance to blow my mind
I find You when i think i'm out of time.

in my heart....

Bapa, aku mengasihi Engkau.

Where are You?

I don't feel very well today. I don't know why, is it because the man? Or my family? Or the upcoming year? I'm not sure at all.
All i know is that i don't like this day. I just miss the old me, do all the thing i like.
I'm afraid i might losing something i really hope it'll come. I don't want to feel the same way like i used to.
Am i holding it too tight? Am i too ambitious?
O my Lord, i really don't know...

It's all grey in my eyes. I want to run away, from this reckless world.
It doesn't hurt to wait but it hurts to know that i won't have it all.
Lord, can You just erase me from my life?
So You can write it down again in my heart.

Is everything gonna be alright, Father?
Is everything gonna be alright?
Are You with me, Father?
Can You hold me close to You?
So i can cry my heart out, running to Your home.
Oh my Dwelling Place, i really want to see You.
Where are You?

Carry On

We cannot walk this road without HIM
We cannot do it alone
We were never meant to make it on our own
When the loads become too heavy
And our feet to tired to walk
HE will carry us and we'll be carry on.

Kita bukan siapa-siapa tanpa DIA...
We are absolutely NOTHING!

Come for me

Dear JESUS, when will i see You?
Can i say that i don't need anything but You?
Will it be a sin to leave my world like this?
Is not just a temporary feeling i had,
It's just a reflection of my eagerness to see You quickly.

Dear JESUS,
Will it hurt to wait for the man to come?
If it is, would You keep me from this feeling?
Let me live just to love You,
Let me live just to serve You.

Dear JESUS,
Come quickly, come quickly Lord.

Love Waits

Many times i caught him staring at me. I try to act normal but i think he often caught me too: STARING AT HIM. Hahaha....But i think we feel just alright. I think he likes to chat with me. When he take me to my friends house we talk a lot and it seems he's not what i assume he was. He is so attracting!!
Let it flow....When HE wants me to be with him then it'll be. Praise the Lord for all that HE does to me.

P.S: I think he knew i liked him. Oh well, what the heck! As long as we can keep it this way.
Love never in a rush, it waits.

New One?

Find new subject to be pray.....

Only God

Gua cuma cinta Dia, engga ada selain Dia.
What am i expect with men? For now i didn't know.
By the time He'll send me one...whom i loved sooo much.
Hahahaha...

So, yang gua tau cuma Tuhan yang bikin gua kangen.
He's my life.